Confession Of A Messyholic ~ MiN

i told my self..

before..

again again and again..

thousand thousand and thousand times..

for not think about it...

for don't give any...attention about it perhaps..

and don't give a damn

a..Wtf....

a..Wth...

a...knn..

a...=.=" bla bla bla...

about that thing anymore...

but i just can't do it...i'm hunted by those feelings...lols..

but what can i do ?

cry...nah ..never ever..xp...

=.="...i guess i will just...

let it be...

and become the actual me...

won't gonna tell wth is that thing..

xp..just don't wanna mention it anymore..

it hurts ...

and it is just like watching your ice cream melts away...on a blazing summer day..

and

watching your ice cubes...freezing at the fridge...

and you can't do anything about it...

anymore...it just freeze...like it is mend to be..

and it tooks time to melts it back..

it has been so many months...any i don't think the ice inside of me..

has completely melts..

and for the ice cream melting part i mention it just now..

it hurts when you know the ice cream will never ever be like

what it looks like before...LOL..

IMPOSSIBLE..

i guess this is why i'm writing this post..

lol..

can anyone just lend me a..oven or what..

hate it so so much ..

..xp...just for awhile...



just wait and see..



wait what ?

see what ?

is there anything interesting to wait ?

is there anything interesting to see ?

i don't think so...


i will never ever , never ever..

happens xp..

xcept...it happens...

lol...


btw...ciara 's never ever rocks..

greenday's 21 guns rocks.

Brian McFadden's like only a woman can rocks..

space cowboy 's falling down rocks..

ne-yo 's part of my list rocks

=.=