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Fark~

pimples..xD

siam siam ~

oO

lols..ps yesterday i was too lazy to post anything..

too lazy..

and yeah...to stewart~

thx 4 the party..i love ur house's ktv room..xD~

and on that day...saturday..

i went to school after i post my last blog post..

lol..i reach school at 11am plus..

i just go when my mum r going 2 fetch my brother...

lols...have alot of fun at there...

watched avinesh moonwalk..wow there is a improvement on his moonwalk

haha he done it quite well~ gonna force him to do to tomorrow~

and yeah~ i wasted my ticket..because i am too lazy to get it from my teacher..

xD..kinda paiseh if i go take it @ 11am+

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so now..i just back from my school..

lmao..still need 2 go 2 school during holiday..

sick siah..just for the agm meeting lo~

actualy it gonna start at 8am, than 9 am for the interview..

but i delay until 8.20..i guess most of them r still sleeping xD...

than meeting until 9.4+..just started the interview.

after filling the form..we just wait for our turn lo..

than wait wait wait...when it is my turn..i was 2hours ++ way back to 9.4+ lol..

than i just doning lame stuff during the 2 hours++ ss...talk cock...talk crap...dance { beat it } lol...

when it is my turn..i felt so darn ~ nervous...but than..when i enter the room..

i kept on "smiling...and laughing" when i saw...how serious...ah cheok r..

lol..so the interview end up..pretty lame..i don't even know the crap i'm talking about...

bla bla bla~ bla bla bla~

and yea~

this song i wanna dedicated to everybody~

just hope that they won't Hate Me~
{ wtf i'm talking about ? }

lol


N Hell Yeah !!!

Blue October rocks..!!

ty z*-han...for "introducing" this band 2 me...

lol..u r always cockkkkky !!

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BLUE OCTOBER LYRICS

Hate Me




I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you