lols...i'm here..

but for the two days ago..

i'm not here...

cuz my comp can't start..

but now can..

wtf...lol....

so when i turn on my comp..

i straight go backup my song...

lucklly all my songs r still here..500+ 600+ u neo..

=.="


eeee don't talk about that anymore la..

xD

Like Only A Woman Can

I wasn’t perfect
I’ve done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn’t looking for forgiveness
Wasn’t laid out by my pride
Shocked by her attention
And someone signed me up for love
I didn’t want it
And now I can’t live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She’s kind of perfect
She’s kind of everything I’m not
Yeah, she’s an angel
And it’s amazing how she’s patient
Even more at times I’m not
She’s my conscience
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

Oh, and she changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can
Like only a woman can
Like only a woman
Like only a woman can




greenday - 21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

i told my self..

before..

again again and again..

thousand thousand and thousand times..

for not think about it...

for don't give any...attention about it perhaps..

and don't give a damn

a..Wtf....

a..Wth...

a...knn..

a...=.=" bla bla bla...

about that thing anymore...

but i just can't do it...i'm hunted by those feelings...lols..

but what can i do ?

cry...nah ..never ever..xp...

=.="...i guess i will just...

let it be...

and become the actual me...

won't gonna tell wth is that thing..

xp..just don't wanna mention it anymore..

it hurts ...

and it is just like watching your ice cream melts away...on a blazing summer day..

and

watching your ice cubes...freezing at the fridge...

and you can't do anything about it...

anymore...it just freeze...like it is mend to be..

and it tooks time to melts it back..

it has been so many months...any i don't think the ice inside of me..

has completely melts..

and for the ice cream melting part i mention it just now..

it hurts when you know the ice cream will never ever be like

what it looks like before...LOL..

IMPOSSIBLE..

i guess this is why i'm writing this post..

lol..

can anyone just lend me a..oven or what..

hate it so so much ..

..xp...just for awhile...



just wait and see..



wait what ?

see what ?

is there anything interesting to wait ?

is there anything interesting to see ?

i don't think so...


i will never ever , never ever..

happens xp..

xcept...it happens...

lol...


btw...ciara 's never ever rocks..

greenday's 21 guns rocks.

Brian McFadden's like only a woman can rocks..

space cowboy 's falling down rocks..

ne-yo 's part of my list rocks

=.=

oO....wow..

my last wtf post was like...

14 days ago...

lol...i did't update anything at all..

2weeks xD

and i'm doing quite well at this two weeks...

lol...

and...just get my contact lens today..

i it freaking hard to put it in and remove is siah..

cuz....

my eyes r just too small xp..

than when i'm putting it..for the first time...my eyes...kept blinking..

than my tears rolled down automaticlly..

ouch...that was like so so so uncomfortable..xD

than..today i downloaded quite many song la....

some of it r malay song..

gosh love it so so much...just a few la lalala~



btw....

i went to yu hwa to play badminton just now...



thats it... lol..




and hell ...

Indiana Jones...and True Blood Rocks..

xD

3 wtf that happens today..



"wtf 1 "

lols..when i wanna do my "karangan { essay } " homework..

i just realize..i did't copy the question...wtf..



"wtf 2 "

i went to cut my hair just now..

and i was like wtf...

when my hair was so darn short after that dude cut it..!! T.T

i'm like a kid ~ zomg~ wtf



"wtf 3 "

when i went to "e backery" ,

when i goes to their counter..

to pay $$$

a malay worker...

accidently hit the plate .."that put bread...one.."

and said.. " mak engkau" ..

than i was like..knn wtf ? i'm ur customer leh..

not gonna go there anymore..

=.=" and wtf..she is so damn fat..and stupid olo..

she is a bitch T.T ~


hmm and..all the wtf i posted..

is real...one..

^^ ... i'm not that lame to post a fake post xD

lols..fark..

i had a horrible dream last night..

hell...my dream is about Our late king of pop..

zzzzzzzz

jia lat...so farking dosen't make sense at all..

101% impossible....

okay..my dream is like this....

i don't really know i'm sleeping @ that time...

and i'm using computer at the time.....

suddenly a aeroplane...flight through my house...

AND EXPLODE WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ? zzz damn farking scary...da*n it...

than inside the plane..is our..late king of pop's body..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz farking scary la...

just whole this explode...than drop into my house...

than dunno how..the body is in the toilet..

and hell...it is..shartted...sharted into pieces...

zzzzzomg...and fark..that time..i still barey know...

i'm farking excited and shocked .. and that time...zzzzz ewww

insane la...

don't ever after ever make it come true....

although i'm a fans of him...

=.="

haiz...=x...i have so many weird dream nowadays..

LOL...=.="



guys...ps about the " fark" words..because i prefer to use it instead of wtf

LOL...

R.I.P Michael Jackson !!!



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and yeah..about the changing the teaching method into bm..one...

pls go this weblog of tun dr mahathir..

there's a poll ..something like that...

n the link is ~ http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/ ~

and yeah the poll will be at our RHS..~

I replay this moment in my head. It never gets better and it never gets worse.it stays the same and it hurts<3


I want to be able to look at you without feeling pain,I want to be able to look at you and not completely fall apart

lalala~

i am here..

in front of the computer..

starring it...

doing nothing...

got la...i was watching

' Living with Michael Jackson '

just now...

all i wanna say is..Martin Bashir [ the fellow who interview mj ] sucks..


he is so so so D*** and he is kinda fake..lol

haha...and yea by the way..

i went to the orthodontic clinic just now..

go there for a check out.

awww..the dentist said..i got take gud care of my teeth bla bla bla..

n now my braces r...FIRE RED in colour~

So Darn Flammming Hot ~

lols...ps la i gt nothing else to said le...

LOL...

eeeeeeee

Fark~

pimples..xD

siam siam ~

oO

lols..ps yesterday i was too lazy to post anything..

too lazy..

and yeah...to stewart~

thx 4 the party..i love ur house's ktv room..xD~

and on that day...saturday..

i went to school after i post my last blog post..

lol..i reach school at 11am plus..

i just go when my mum r going 2 fetch my brother...

lols...have alot of fun at there...

watched avinesh moonwalk..wow there is a improvement on his moonwalk

haha he done it quite well~ gonna force him to do to tomorrow~

and yeah~ i wasted my ticket..because i am too lazy to get it from my teacher..

xD..kinda paiseh if i go take it @ 11am+

~

so now..i just back from my school..

lmao..still need 2 go 2 school during holiday..

sick siah..just for the agm meeting lo~

actualy it gonna start at 8am, than 9 am for the interview..

but i delay until 8.20..i guess most of them r still sleeping xD...

than meeting until 9.4+..just started the interview.

after filling the form..we just wait for our turn lo..

than wait wait wait...when it is my turn..i was 2hours ++ way back to 9.4+ lol..

than i just doning lame stuff during the 2 hours++ ss...talk cock...talk crap...dance { beat it } lol...

when it is my turn..i felt so darn ~ nervous...but than..when i enter the room..

i kept on "smiling...and laughing" when i saw...how serious...ah cheok r..

lol..so the interview end up..pretty lame..i don't even know the crap i'm talking about...

bla bla bla~ bla bla bla~

and yea~

this song i wanna dedicated to everybody~

just hope that they won't Hate Me~
{ wtf i'm talking about ? }

lol


N Hell Yeah !!!

Blue October rocks..!!

ty z*-han...for "introducing" this band 2 me...

lol..u r always cockkkkky !!

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BLUE OCTOBER LYRICS

Hate Me




I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

lol

Guess what guys...

i am still at home now..

wanna know why..i didt go to school ?

lols..i overslept..

Diaos....just wake up..

jia lat..

arghhhh

rolling all over my house...

zzzzzzz darn it la~

Smile..

Ps..these day..

really don't know wanna write what..

and don't have the time la..

these few day..

i'm so damn pek cek..

don't feel like studying..

lius..=.="

somebody save me !!!

or maybe i need to be emo first ..

after that only..ok bek...

hmmm..

recently..

my class teacher..had a new plan..

n that plan is..switch place..

lol..so damn gay xD..

she is soooo d@mn gay ;']

and hor..

some rumors said that..

megan fox..was a guy..

"He" had sex change..at "HIS" 16...

lols..

i hope it won't be true..

all because..

it is too good to be true..

lmao..

sean la...wanna emo a few days first xD

and tomorrow..need go to school somemore..

but i just go nia...


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every time I remember your smile, sometimes it seems so sad, sometimes it seems so shiny, and sometimes it full of shy

^^


[ just "found" this saying...kinda lol.. ]

R : REMAJA

E : Enggan

M : Mematuhi

P : Peraturan

I : Isyarat

T : Traffik