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Fark~

pimples..xD

siam siam ~

oO

lols..ps yesterday i was too lazy to post anything..

too lazy..

and yeah...to stewart~

thx 4 the party..i love ur house's ktv room..xD~

and on that day...saturday..

i went to school after i post my last blog post..

lol..i reach school at 11am plus..

i just go when my mum r going 2 fetch my brother...

lols...have alot of fun at there...

watched avinesh moonwalk..wow there is a improvement on his moonwalk

haha he done it quite well~ gonna force him to do to tomorrow~

and yeah~ i wasted my ticket..because i am too lazy to get it from my teacher..

xD..kinda paiseh if i go take it @ 11am+

~

so now..i just back from my school..

lmao..still need 2 go 2 school during holiday..

sick siah..just for the agm meeting lo~

actualy it gonna start at 8am, than 9 am for the interview..

but i delay until 8.20..i guess most of them r still sleeping xD...

than meeting until 9.4+..just started the interview.

after filling the form..we just wait for our turn lo..

than wait wait wait...when it is my turn..i was 2hours ++ way back to 9.4+ lol..

than i just doning lame stuff during the 2 hours++ ss...talk cock...talk crap...dance { beat it } lol...

when it is my turn..i felt so darn ~ nervous...but than..when i enter the room..

i kept on "smiling...and laughing" when i saw...how serious...ah cheok r..

lol..so the interview end up..pretty lame..i don't even know the crap i'm talking about...

bla bla bla~ bla bla bla~

and yea~

this song i wanna dedicated to everybody~

just hope that they won't Hate Me~
{ wtf i'm talking about ? }

lol


N Hell Yeah !!!

Blue October rocks..!!

ty z*-han...for "introducing" this band 2 me...

lol..u r always cockkkkky !!

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BLUE OCTOBER LYRICS

Hate Me




I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

lol

Guess what guys...

i am still at home now..

wanna know why..i didt go to school ?

lols..i overslept..

Diaos....just wake up..

jia lat..

arghhhh

rolling all over my house...

zzzzzzz darn it la~

Smile..

Ps..these day..

really don't know wanna write what..

and don't have the time la..

these few day..

i'm so damn pek cek..

don't feel like studying..

lius..=.="

somebody save me !!!

or maybe i need to be emo first ..

after that only..ok bek...

hmmm..

recently..

my class teacher..had a new plan..

n that plan is..switch place..

lol..so damn gay xD..

she is soooo d@mn gay ;']

and hor..

some rumors said that..

megan fox..was a guy..

"He" had sex change..at "HIS" 16...

lols..

i hope it won't be true..

all because..

it is too good to be true..

lmao..

sean la...wanna emo a few days first xD

and tomorrow..need go to school somemore..

but i just go nia...


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every time I remember your smile, sometimes it seems so sad, sometimes it seems so shiny, and sometimes it full of shy

^^


[ just "found" this saying...kinda lol.. ]

R : REMAJA

E : Enggan

M : Mematuhi

P : Peraturan

I : Isyarat

T : Traffik

-Wt ~

Somewhere - Within Temptation





Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign
Instead there is only silence,
Can't you hear my screams?
Never stop hoping,
Need to know where you are
But one thing's for sure,
You're always in my heart

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The truth will free my soul

Lost in the darkness, try to find your way home
I want to embrace you and never let you go
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul
Living in agony 'cause I just do not know
Where you are

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The truth will free my soul

Wherever you are, I won't stop searching
Whatever it takes, need to know

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The truth will free my soul














once again...

RIP Michael Jackson..

1958-2009

=D

xD

omfg~

nowadays..schooling days are so damn crazy..

not maybe for some peeps..they think that school r so damn boring..

but actually not..

depends on how u "went through it " LOL..

and for me..

i just did a picnic with my friend just now..

LOL...sounds freak rite ?

yeah..when i first heard this idea...

i'm kinda shocked..

damn...this is stupid xD..

but actually...it is damn stupid and fun..lol.

so yesterday...

we said something like this

brandon : " ei tomorrow ,we go picnic la "

me : " diao..siao meh..at where o "

brandon : " nor behind there..behind the form six block.."

me " lol...siao meh xD"

kei " than bring thing 2 eat a "

brandon : " yeah "

yiling : "than bring what ? "

brandon : " tomorrow we make sandwich la.."

+ying : " walau a , ok ok "

than we discuss about what should we bring..

lol..

so i end up bringing.....cups..{ plastic one..}

than the mushroom soup lo..

xD

that was so damn insane

muhaha..

than brandon bring fried eggs..

kei kei bring maynonise..damn la..his maynonise...bought at jusco one..so damn nice..

yihoe...bread..

yiling..sausage..

+ying..milo..

lol..than we really go there 2 spend our recess time..

lol wtf xD...

than hor..got one people.

join us...liu..wee hao..

xD but he didt contribute anything one..

muhaha

fark him ~ =D

haha ..

we had so many laughter there....

should take more pic...

and we r going to the same place tomorrow le..

shit..pro sia..

combo meh..

and for tomorrow..

we are eating....INSTANT NOODELS..

lmao....

ayoh guys..

don't worry about the hot water..

xD , just wait n see what happen tomorrow ba..

lol..sure will be very crazy..

and i think i'm taking some photo..and post it here..

xD...lol...but p/s la..today no one brings their phone..

so damn excited..

haha

R.I.P..M.J

hmmm..wow..

so "many" day i didt update my blog already..

fuhh...

since the our king of pop MJ passed away...

haiz...dunno what to say la..

because..before his death..

all the comments about him are negative..

and now...it is kinda positive..

lol...haiz...due to some article about his death..

i found that he is having too many stress..

about the concert..

or i think he is way toooo stress to have an concert..

dunno him la..i just know is stress..

and than hor...his plastic surgery after his thriller album...

had become a factor that screwed his life..

because i heard that he is taking drug..

because he is having breathing problem..

his nose cant function well..dunno la..

xD..dun kepo so much..

=D.. and he had been a successful person la

he had been performing with his brother since he was 5

pro siah..

ayoh..

my eyes..i kinda tired..

going off d..

just rip michael jackson~

( 1958 ~ 2009 )

ur music~dance~passion~ bla bla bla everything will lived on..xD



Michael jackson ~ You're Not Alone~



Another day has gone
Im still all alone
How could this be
Youre not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though youre far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though were far apart
Youre always in my heart
But you are not alone

lone, lone
Why, lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though youre far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though were far apart
Youre always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and Ill come runnin
And girl you know that Ill be there
Ill be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though youre far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though were far apart
Youre always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though youre far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though were far apart
Youre always in my heart

For you are not alone...