hmmm..


i'm so so sleepy now...




and i've done alot of things ...this week..



- went to the library for the first time @ this year...LOL



- get sick...just for a day..



- tend to wear and tear a mask for the first time in my life and throw it away into the rubbish bin after wearing it..



- went to sleep without brushing my teeth for the first time since i get my braces...[eeewww]
but i did wake up for awhile i sleep..lol...feeling super weird.



- manage borrow 2 book called "Marley and Me" ,& " Vampire Diaries" for the first time @ this year..but just touches a few pages..



- manage borrowed a new reference book and miss its due date....aww T.T



- hmmm and i manage to stay away from my computer for like dunno how many days..i guess it if after my last blog post..LOL..but i did on my msn on my phone..



- hmmm add some wasabi on the biscuit that i'm eating..that was so so awesome.. xp



- i manage to mess up my ROOM...with my REFERENCE BOOKS..and Note...etc etc..



- MANGE TO get back my long lost "2gb Sony M2 Memory Card"

.[ seriously..it is stuck inside of phone..i misplace the hole ...something like that..and accidenltly put the memory card into the wrong place...than i had been stucked inside of my phone...LOL ...that really happened to me...=.="]



- hmmm and i did bring my phone to school for the first time after being caught by teacher..
[ i bring my phone for a reason....EXAM...somebody gonna msg me during the exam.. but i just saw the message when the exam ends...]



- manage to on my msn at school with my phone...



- manage to cheat without getting caught during the exam..lol



- manage to...enjoy the romantic scence at my school..it is like genting highland ..yeah..



- manage to saw some dudes...playing under the romantic weather..



* ps i mean haze..



- manage to finish a bottol of HL milk in a day...by myself..



- manage to download all the song i wanted..just now..



- manage to get my pen drives out of memory again...it is full again..=.=" too many songs le



- manage to solve the first page of a rubic cube....



- get frightend in the night by thunderstorm...lol..not kidding..



- manage to miss my favourite drama 'true blood' episode 7,8.on tv..



- and witness siew canning so many ppl from a distance far far away..

omfg..~


I ....

I.................

I'M FREGGINGLLIE FALL IN LOVE RAINNNIE DAY xP !!!

The Weather R Just So So Soooo COLD !! xD

lols...i'm here..

but for the two days ago..

i'm not here...

cuz my comp can't start..

but now can..

wtf...lol....

so when i turn on my comp..

i straight go backup my song...

lucklly all my songs r still here..500+ 600+ u neo..

=.="


eeee don't talk about that anymore la..

xD

Like Only A Woman Can

I wasn’t perfect
I’ve done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn’t looking for forgiveness
Wasn’t laid out by my pride
Shocked by her attention
And someone signed me up for love
I didn’t want it
And now I can’t live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She’s kind of perfect
She’s kind of everything I’m not
Yeah, she’s an angel
And it’s amazing how she’s patient
Even more at times I’m not
She’s my conscience
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

Oh, and she changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can
Like only a woman can
Like only a woman
Like only a woman can




greenday - 21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

i told my self..

before..

again again and again..

thousand thousand and thousand times..

for not think about it...

for don't give any...attention about it perhaps..

and don't give a damn

a..Wtf....

a..Wth...

a...knn..

a...=.=" bla bla bla...

about that thing anymore...

but i just can't do it...i'm hunted by those feelings...lols..

but what can i do ?

cry...nah ..never ever..xp...

=.="...i guess i will just...

let it be...

and become the actual me...

won't gonna tell wth is that thing..

xp..just don't wanna mention it anymore..

it hurts ...

and it is just like watching your ice cream melts away...on a blazing summer day..

and

watching your ice cubes...freezing at the fridge...

and you can't do anything about it...

anymore...it just freeze...like it is mend to be..

and it tooks time to melts it back..

it has been so many months...any i don't think the ice inside of me..

has completely melts..

and for the ice cream melting part i mention it just now..

it hurts when you know the ice cream will never ever be like

what it looks like before...LOL..

IMPOSSIBLE..

i guess this is why i'm writing this post..

lol..

can anyone just lend me a..oven or what..

hate it so so much ..

..xp...just for awhile...



just wait and see..



wait what ?

see what ?

is there anything interesting to wait ?

is there anything interesting to see ?

i don't think so...


i will never ever , never ever..

happens xp..

xcept...it happens...

lol...


btw...ciara 's never ever rocks..

greenday's 21 guns rocks.

Brian McFadden's like only a woman can rocks..

space cowboy 's falling down rocks..

ne-yo 's part of my list rocks

=.=

oO....wow..

my last wtf post was like...

14 days ago...

lol...i did't update anything at all..

2weeks xD

and i'm doing quite well at this two weeks...

lol...

and...just get my contact lens today..

i it freaking hard to put it in and remove is siah..

cuz....

my eyes r just too small xp..

than when i'm putting it..for the first time...my eyes...kept blinking..

than my tears rolled down automaticlly..

ouch...that was like so so so uncomfortable..xD

than..today i downloaded quite many song la....

some of it r malay song..

gosh love it so so much...just a few la lalala~



btw....

i went to yu hwa to play badminton just now...



thats it... lol..




and hell ...

Indiana Jones...and True Blood Rocks..

xD

3 wtf that happens today..



"wtf 1 "

lols..when i wanna do my "karangan { essay } " homework..

i just realize..i did't copy the question...wtf..



"wtf 2 "

i went to cut my hair just now..

and i was like wtf...

when my hair was so darn short after that dude cut it..!! T.T

i'm like a kid ~ zomg~ wtf



"wtf 3 "

when i went to "e backery" ,

when i goes to their counter..

to pay $$$

a malay worker...

accidently hit the plate .."that put bread...one.."

and said.. " mak engkau" ..

than i was like..knn wtf ? i'm ur customer leh..

not gonna go there anymore..

=.=" and wtf..she is so damn fat..and stupid olo..

she is a bitch T.T ~


hmm and..all the wtf i posted..

is real...one..

^^ ... i'm not that lame to post a fake post xD